What exactly did my actions contribute to the current situation? By transparently raising legitimate concerns that ultimately led to the majority of contributors deciding on Youssef’s resignation and by openly discussing these concerns with Grace?
This situation is not a personal conflict between Youssef and me, it’s about the lack of transparency in his actions, which seemed to benefit himself. I was the only one with full visibility into these details.
You need to understand that, regardless of the final outcome of his compensation, if the process had been handled with objectivity and proper disclosure, it would not have compromised his integrity. I have consistently tried to involve everyone in the discussions I initiated and have never attempted to conceal anything.
If you cannot see that the real issue was Youssef pushing for individual bonus payments without proper disclosure to the community, despite my expressed discomfort to Grace and in the full-team channel, then you’re missing the heart of the problem. My refusal to proceed without transparency led to this escalation, not personal disagreements. I don’t think you fully understand the gravity of the situation if you overlook this critical point.
Have you considered what would have happened if the bonus payments had been made? How could I, as the Financial Controller/Internal Auditor, allow such a thing? The people who own the funds would have been paying for things they were unaware of. What would you have done if you were pressured to act unethically? And how would you have reacted if, after refusing to proceed with non-transparent payments, Youssef publicly accused you of lacking integrity during a group call?
I had to bring up the February incidents. When someone questions my integrity in a group setting, how else should I respond?